It’s a Wonderful Half-Life

I live a half-life,
Full of half-baked things.
Half-friends, half-dreams, and half-songs to sing.
Half-formed goals for a half-planned tomorrow.
Half-done coping for half-felt sorrow.

The half-lived life, some think is insane.
With half-happy joy and half-seething pain.
But when life keeps threatening and belittling you,
You find it much easier just to cut it in two.

Only half-hearts to be broken and half-hopes to be squandered.
A half-man to half-die and to half-rest.
And it does not take much effort
To lead this half-life,
For when you do it half-heartedly,
You are doing it half right.

In our reduced states, we are truly half-free.
With less to focus on, we can finally half-see.
But to be truly half free, one must concede
To lock away the things they’d rather not see.
For things are always right,
When they’re put in half-sight,
And if you say that’s ignorant,
You’re probably half-right.

But in the end, one must remember
Above one and above all,
That being half-nothing is better
Than being nothing at all.

Connor Healy is in the twelfth grade and he enjoys writing poetry. He lives in Medford, NJ, with his little brother and two little sisters. In his spare time, Connor also enjoys riding his bike and acting in musical theatre shows.

I Wish

Um, excuse me, sir,
Could you please stop the world now?
I’d like to get off.

Connor Healy is in the twelfth grade and enjoys writing poetry. He lives in Medford, NJ with his little brother and two little sisters. In his spare time, Connor also enjoys riding his bike and acting in musical theatre shows.

The Election of 2016

The year in question is twenty sixteen.
The problem is with whom was elected.
Despite all the opposing party did,
their candidate was rejected.

The system needed people to vote,
to cast a ballot in every state.
The results justified the actions:
Such acts of terror and hate.

The lies of the winner blinded us.
The polls gave us false hope.
No one saw this coming.
The country learns to cope.

The next face of our nation
has a narrow state of mind;
What does this say of our country?

What does it say of mankind?

The first amendment affirms our right
to pursue a religion with ease;
That means you cannot ban
people who you don’t please.

Threatening the safety of protesters
is not the value half our country chose.
He cries out words of violence
to those who dare to oppose.

He dares to sue the newspapers
that are open, honest, and smart.
That violates our rights,
Those same at our nation’s heart.

This just means we can never stop fighting.
We cannot quiet, quit, or cry.
Every moment is even more precious.
Our freedom will never die.

Julia Carrigan is a 14-year old freshman at George School in Newtown, Pennsylvania. She lives and breathes the musical Hamilton. With whatever little time there is left, Julia likes to read, act, and write.

Ocean

Stranded in the ocean
And she can’t even breathe.
The waves are pounding,
It’s hard to see.
She’s trying so hard to stay afloat,
Hoping she will spot a boat.

After a while, she gives in
And the water washes away her sin.
Her eyes flutter, shut, and her
Lungs begin to burn.
The farther down she sinks
Her mind begins to burn.

She no longer wants to sink,
So, she quickly starts to think.
She kicks and strains with all her might,
Trying hard to draw out the fight.

Suddenly the girl feels relief
And she is finally able to breathe;
she looks up at the feathered sky,
and sees her angel floating high.

Karly Smith is a junior in high school and aspires to be a bestselling author when she grows up. When she is not writing, she is drawing to fill up her free time.

Sow What You Reap

We don’t stare into the void
So we can learn from it.
We stare into the void
So we can learn to live with it.

We don’t lose things
To learn their true value.
We lose things so we know that
They never mattered in the first place.

We don’t create meaning in our lives
To give our actions purpose.

We create the illusion of meaning
So our actions can be validated.

We don’t ask the questions
That will lead us to higher thought.
We search for the answers
That will prevent that from happening.

We don’t write poems
To share our knowledge with others.
We write poems to affirm
How little we ever knew.

And…

We don’t say “we”
To unify our lives in the pain that we share.
We say “we”
So that we don’t have to feel so alone.

Connor Healy is in the twelfth grade and enjoys writing poetry. He lives in Medford, NJ with his little brother and two little sisters. In his spare time, Connor also enjoys riding his bike and acting in musical theatre shows.

I Am From

I am from where family and friends
are free to have freedom. I am from a
mother of five. I am
Latin and am used to saying
te amo for what could be the last time.
I am from a place where I cry my ass off for
my father who is not coming back.
I am from a place where I lived
house to house and school to school.
I am from a place where things
can come true.

Dillianni Soto is 14 and in the eighth grade at Feltonville Arts and Sciences. Her favorite subject is Math, but her favorite hobby is writing. Dilli likes to write because it gets things off of her mind.

I Am From

I am from food that tastes like heaven. From
family that is far away. I am from quiet streets.
From Prince Pizza. I am from English turned
Spanish. I am from constant fighting. From fear of
my family breaking up. I am from fake friends &
no ends. I am from two sisters I can count on
in life. I am from a father I barely knew.
From a mother who drank her life away, but doesn’t
anymore. I am from two years of my life, sleeping
with a mask so I won’t slip into an eternal
sleep.

Kayla Rodriguez is 14 and in the 8th grade at Feltonville Arts and Sciences in North Philly. Her favorite subject is Science, and she likes to sleep in her free time.

Hands

Are supposed to be of warmth,
Of comfort,
Of trust.

Like houses made for the heart of loved ones,
Whether hard and calloused,
Or soft and gentle,
They hold on for that sweet embrace.

Hands are supposed to be of safety,
Of faith,
Of hope.

Like a lifeboat on a roiling sea,
Slowly drifting towards home,
Protective against the crashing waves,
They never signal intention of harm.

Soon enough, though,
The bruises formed like
Photo albums of purple on my skin
And they replaced the smiles
That hung neatly in the pictures.

Hands are supposed to be of warmth,
Of comfort,
Of trust.

Like houses made for the heart,
Whether rough and cold,
Or smooth and warm,
Skin against skin is meant to soothe.

Hands are supposed to be
Of comfort,
Of trust.

Kristen Bui is a senior at Franklin Towne Charter School. Her dream is to one day become a professional writer, specifically for DC Comics. Reading and writing are her favorite hobbies, however, nothing touches her heart like a big, hot bowl of ramen noodles.

Circles

New-sprung life
Spreading
Scented carpets
Of paint-splashed
Lilies.

Sunlit showers
Bringing
Blush to cheek
Of maiden
Strawberries.

Crimson leaves
Swirling
Mid streams of
Gold all
Round.

Stars above
Twinkling
Down on blankets
Of powder
Snow.

Cycle complete
Whirling
In ceaseless circle
Of cosmic
Years.

Naomi Mengel is a senior at Tall Oaks Classical School. In addition to writing, she enjoys photography, running, reading, and playing the piano. She lives in Newark, DE, with her parents, younger sister, and Golden Retriever.

Thick Woods

There are a lot of quiet towns like ours in the world, and a lot of them have nothing else to their name. Most towns have some sort of story, or legend, and so does ours. Behind the schoolhouse, past that little creek with the broken-down sign, there’s a dense verdant wood that opens it crackling oak arms. The story goes that little Jenny Lee tripped and fell back there so deep in the leaves and mud and rocks that nobody heard her screaming. So deep that when her body began to fall apart and split into leather and dust and marrow, the roots reached up from the earth and reclaimed her body, like Gaia taking back what was once hers. So deep that the crumbling pillars of bone still sit undisturbed, waiting for someone to come looking for little Jenny Lee.

 

Stories shift over time, and people get to talking. I’ve lived in this town for almost eighty years now, and the one thing that’s always been constant is that people get to talking. The stories always start on the playground, children urging each other in coarse whispers to avoid the man in the trees that killed Jenny Lee, then that the man is ten feet tall, and then that it was just an accident, and then back to the tall man again. Stories spread, sometimes the parents find out, sometimes the kids just grow up never hearing the real story and tell everyone their variation. I can hardly remember all these years later which way it was. Stories are like epidemics, they just spread and spread and never really stop.

 

Somehow or other, the story made it through the town, and to the townspeople, and soon enough all the people ever did was talk about what could have happened, and who could be the man, and that now, when they thought about it, they saw Mr. Brigsby lurking around the woods a few days before little Jenny disappeared. Soon Mr. Brigsby left town, and that was the last I ever heard of him. Once the story had really gained a little traction, I remember how the curfew was lowered to five o’clock sharp, and I remember those quick, frantic glances my parents cast when they ushered me in at night. I remember waking up late when the sheriff’s old car rolled up in front of our house, and I could hear Fats Domino’s voice crooning gently from his radio if only I cared to listen.

 

The story never really left the playground, just got shared and retold, and the children always talked about the man and about Jenny and about whether Mr. Brigsby only left town because everyone treated him a little different when the rumors began to spread. One child there, I can’t remember her name for the life of me, was held back a year and was in her final grade before going on to middle school. She was treated like a saint, because everyone thought she had to know everything about the disappearance, after all, she was there. But whenever they asked her, she would just smile knowingly and say she had no idea. Soon enough, playground rumor was that she was the killer, but that never panned out as much as poor old Mr. Brigsby.

 

No one ever really learned what happened to the girl, but every once in a blue moon someone would say that they were out in the woods, looking for a ball or shooting game, and they would see a little set of bones covered by thick woolly moss against a tree, but it’s not evidence that matters these days. All that matters now is the story, and that’s all that’s really left, anyway. Sometimes I get to thinking about how much fuller the town was then, before everyone left for the big cities or to be closer to family; nobody never really said that it was all because of the story.

 

 Sometimes, I like to go down behind the schoolhouse, past that little creek with the broken-down sign, and just stare at the darkness behind the thick wet leaves. Anything could still be sitting back there: Jenny or Mr. Brigsby or the little girl who was held back a year, but I try not to let it bother me. I know I’m getting to be a relic of the town’s golden years, and these days, I’m just content to be down in that little spot, where all those years ago, I killed little Jenny Lee.


Gabriel Hanley is a freshman who enjoys drawing and writing. His favorite movie is Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon.