Spiral

Spiral

In March, our hearts begin to unfurl.

When the first peony is coaxed out of dark soil,

you will find an endless thing inside. It will be

warm, still soft, still aching. On rainy days,

it will watch girls in lakes, making sure

they are still there to whisper loves me, 

loves me not, the seams of their hearts hung low. 

It is something I have yet to find a name for—

It could be the girl watching the eclipse 

and not knowing what to do with the sun in her hands;

Maybe in summer, it’s everybody coming back as a 

poem, the curvature of the spine and 

hollowed belly redrawn with tenderness, splitting

over the horizon like a promise. Or a secret, like

looking up and crying because you’re so sure

you belong in the sky. Grief, my peony, perhaps 

for the rebirth we cannot have, and in time,

grief for the home we do. 


Rue Huang is a writer from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania and Youth Poet Laureate of her city. When she’s not writing journal entries on bus rides, you can find her consuming her body weight in blueberries, playing jazz piano, or running competitively. Her Instagram is @rue.huang.

The Money Mix Up (full version)

The Money Mix Up

The words on the page in front of me were exhilarating, line after line I read about the forecast. Although I’m not super interested in the weather, I was grateful to be working at such a popular news station, like LYZ News. 

I only graduated college a year ago, and my mom had connections with the Tanning family who could get me a job. John Tanning was my mother’s boss; it took years for them to form a friendly work relationship and even that was a struggle to keep. My boss was John’s son, Adam Tanning, and it seems like arrogance and ignorance ran rampant in the family. The Tanning’s don’t care about anyone but themselves and their money.

I refocused on the script in front of me, turning off my thoughts. You only have another 30 minutes, Izzy, you need to get these down. 

“The sun is shining today in San Antonio, with the temperatures up in the high 80s. The perspiration is low today, but the humidity is sky rocketing. The temperature may say 88 degrees, but it feels like 97! Jersey, if you go outside today make sure you stay hydrated and cool. If you are going out of state, I have the forecast for you next in after this short commercial break.” 

When I get to the second part of my reading, I went to take a sip of my peppermint tea. I always drank tea before I have a show, it keeps my voice calm and steady. As I peer up to, I take a sip, I noticed that I have captured all the eyes of the men surrounding me. There are no other women reporters in the office, so I did not find this totally unusual. 

I looked down with furrowed brows, attempting to distract myself from the attention and continued to do my work. 

“Welcome back, this weather report was brought to you by Chelton Farm, the fresh farm, the fun farm. On a hot day like this the Chelton Farm is great for family activities providing…”

As I continued to read my script, I heard the glass door of Mr. Tanning’s office creak open. 

“Isabella, my office,” Adam said, staring directly at me with a mean nasty look on. “Now.” I wonder what he wants now, to yell at me about my clothing, to tell me my segments cut down again. It’s always something with him. It’s always something for me! 

I pushed out my chair, and began walking towards the glass box in the middle of the office, which is around 15 feet from my desk. Our office is big, but the reporters only had a small section inside the building. There are nearly 20 desks around Adam’s room that are about 4 feet apart. 

As my tan wedges slammed against the marble floors, I reached the door that Adam was holding open to signal my entry. 

Adam took a breath before accumulating a harsh, “Take a seat, Miss Marshall.”

I sat down on the tan chair in front of his wooden desk. Usually, I would be nervous if my boss called me in that tone, but Mr. Tanning is different. He always speaks like he’s mad at the world.                

Adam began his lecture, “So, there is a very important matter, we need to discuss. Last Friday, the financial department announced that someone has been illegally laundering money. There has been $1,300 in total taken.” 

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. Before I could stop myself, my thoughts were being spoken out loud. “What does this have to do with me?” 

Oh my, I just said that out loud – to my boss. I looked at Adam in fear of his reaction. He stared at me so intensely, almost like he’s was reading my mind. To my surprise, Adam laughed. He did not scream and scold me, but simply laughed out of pure humor. 

“Miss Marshall, you know exactly what this has to do with you,” he says,  sliding a piece of paper across his desk. As I picked up the sheet, I realized it was a note – written about me: 

Dear Mr. Tanning, 

It is with deep regret that I must inform you of an act I witnessed in the office, regarding Izzy Marshall. On Thursday night after the new station was closed, Izzy claimed she needed to stay after finishing her script. It was then that I saw her fraudulently withdrawing money from the LYZ Networking Bank Account. 

Before I could finish reading, Adam abruptly started to ramble. 

“Izzy stop reading that like you don’t know what you did. Stop acting all innocent. It is in writing that someone saw you the day before the financial department reached out.” Taking a short breath Adam continued. “This would be an awful coincidence, and it is not. This is the truth Izzy. Admit it. Admit that you are a thief, just like these other women.”

That sentence made me lose it, “Are you serious? I wasn’t even here on Thursday night but, I bet you didn’t check that. You assume it’s me because I’m a woman. Because you have been looking to fire me, the only woman news reporter here.” 

Adam sighed, “If it pleases you, I will open an investigation” 

Yes, I thought, I did it, I finally got through to the evil Mr. Tanning. He is starting to believe in me. “Thank you, that’s all I was –” Before I could finish, I was cut off with the harshest voice to ever register.

“Until further notice, you’re terminated.”

I looked at Adam; my eyes wider, my ears redder, and my heart beating faster. 

“I’m what? Mr. Tanning, this is an accusation,” I start to stumble on my word as my chest gets tight. “You-you can’t fire someone over an exultation – accusation.” 

After correcting my words, I felt sick. The sickest I had felt in years, the type of sickness that is contagious by just looking at someone. But my ill feeling did not transfer to Mr. Tanning… instead, he looked me in the eyes with no emotion, no remorse. Taking a deep breath, I attempted to regroup myself. 

“Izzy, you are not fired, you are terminated, until your name is cleared.”

As our conversation continued Adam explained the investigation process, how long it would take, and the termination benefits – that are basically non-existent. I tried to listen, but I could not erase the sound of “Until further notice, your terminated.” Adam’s deep angry voice replayed in my head constantly, and I didn’t think it would ever stop. 

After leaving Mr. Tanning’s office, I went to my desk. I did not even endeavor to look up, I did not want to see all the judgmental eyes. Grabbing my notebooks and everyday essentials, I left the office. Walking down the stairs, into the elevator, past the security, and not forgetting to tell my favorite receptionist in the Writing Department; Marissa, that I will not be here for a couple weeks. With every step I took, I found myself reciting the miserable mumbles of Mr. Tanning. 

When I entered my taxicab back to my house, I began to let it out. Not caring what the middle-aged Russian man listening to Mariah Carey thought of me. I sobbed louder with every thought.  I don’t have a job, a source of income, or any more money coming in to provide my mom or sister with the life they deserved.

I wept until my throat was sore and my eyes were stained with red splotches, to the point where the taxi driver felt compelled to ask me what’s wrong…which just made me weep some more. 

When we got to my apartment building, I tipped my driver, Dmitri, extra for dealing with me and hesitantly stepped out of the yellow car. As my feet glided me to the doors, I felt shameful, like I was embarrassing myself having to walk through the same people I see every day, but today it was different. This day… I am jobless and crying like a little child. 

Approaching apartment 7D, I unlocked the white door, taking a step inside and feeling the fluffy purple rug elevate my feet. 

I just wanted to rot in bed for the rest of the day. I continued my journey into the living room, and I’m greeted with the bright white walls that capture my focus every time. Looking directly ahead I saw our picture; me, my mom, and Aubrey. We took real beach photos last year after my mom was diagnosed, just for the keepsakes. I rethink my previous thought; I truly just wanted to rot in bed with my mom.

I heard a noise come from my mom’s bedroom; it sounds like she’s trying to come see who’s at the door. 

“M-mom,” I tried to sound composed but I sniffled between every word. “It’s – it’s just me.” I wandered to her room, hearing the brown door creak open as I was approaching. My mom’s face drops, and worry consumes the pre-existing happiness she had to see me. 

“Oh, Isabella, my precious darling,” she said as she opened her arms for a hug. I accepted her action of affection, embracing my mother and feeling her golden red hair fall upon me. I stood in her arms, my head hidden in her shoulder, hugging her tight. 

“Izzy, what’s wrong?” 

After gaining composure, with the help of my mother’s soothing voice we sat on my red love seat. I began to explain what happened in the morning, to Adam yelling at me, to my goodbye to Marissa. With every word that escaped my mouth I saw the frustration grow inside my empathic mother. 

When I finally finished my story my mother said, “Izzy, you show them who I raised you to be. The strong, independent, Isabella that lived in Houston would never be fired for a lie.” 

We stayed on the sofa until my worried had diminished and my voice was calm. My mom always knows how to say things best. Looking into her beautiful green eyes, I felt inspired by her strength. From raising me and my sister alone while healing from men, to getting diagnosed with coronary heart disease 5 months ago – she had always had the strongest will to love. 

That night I thought a lot about how I could get my job back. I did not want to get back at Mr. Tanning, I just wanted to prove my innocence and continue my journey in journalism. I had ideas of stomping back into that office and demanding respect but… that just can’t happen. I could never demand respect from Mr. Tanning, he doesn’t even respect his friendly co-workers. 

As Christina Aguilera’s “Voice Within” overtook my ears, I thought about my “I” necklace and how my mom worked so hard to be able to afford sterling silver. How she stayed up till 3 am working some nights, how she never settled for less than better of amazing. I need to do this for my mother, now more than ever. 

The obnoxious rattling of my phone startled me out of my thoughts. When I glanced at the name, I felt my misery dwindle, it was Steve.

Picking up the phone I announced, “Hey, Stevie.”

Steve responded with a voice of sympathy, “Hey Izzy, I heard what happened, it is so terrible. I am so sorry.” 

I hate it when people feel bad for me. It makes me feel like an anguished woman. 

“It’s okay Steve. I will not let this happen. I am innocent and I will fight for my fair investigation.”

“Oh…” Steve sounded taken aback by my determination, “good for you Izzy. Hey, listen do you think I could call you back, there’s a crazy fight outside?”

“Yea, yea. That’s fine, just call me back. You’re the only person that will understand me.” 

“Yea, of course. Bye Izzy.” Before I had time to respond I was greeted with the awful beep sound, signaling Steve hung up. 

Good night to you too I thought, as I got comfortable under my purple silk sheets. I’m so exhausted, today was exhausting. 

My mind shortly drifted off to a peaceful sleep, dreaming of Mr. Tanning and his face when I proved I am trustworthy. 

The days that followed, I tried to sketch a plan; with the assistance of my mom. Every day it became more difficult to keep hope, with every plan reaching a dead end and all reports from Steve being the same. My mom even reached out to Adam’s father, her former boss John, but he was clueless on the matter. 

On Thursday, I went on a jog trying to clear my mind and motivate myself. While running at the local dog park I saw Marissa. She was with her precious white poodle, Lottie – she had mentioned the gorgeous dog plenty of times before. 

I approached the nicely dressed woman, this being our first out of work encounter made me slightly hesitant. My nerves settled as Marissa saw me and gleamed brightly, striding towards me with her arms open for an embrace. 

“Izzy, oh my god!”, Marissa exclaimed, “how have you been? I’ve missed you”.

Surprisingly, when the receptionist asked me about my well-being, I did not feel the same agonizing annoyance, but I felt quite support; like Marissa was genuinely is happy to see me. 

“I’ve been doing okay”, I sigh, “it’s been getting harder knowing that Adam isn’t even following through on his investigation. I worked so hard for this just to get blackballed by the news industry before I could make a name for myself.” 

“Oh, you poor angel, come here”, embracing me again I felt vulnerable and for the first time in a while comfortable expressing myself. 

“I’ve been meaning to call you about the investigation. I overheard something I think you should investigate.” 

I shifted my position just a little closer to Marissa, as if it would help me hear her better. 

“When I went to drop off Mr. Derwin comments to Mr. Tanning, I noticed him, and Steve were talking in his office. They didn’t see me walking up, so I was able to hear them talking about meeting at Adam’s house tonight for a money exchange. When I walked in the room, they stopped talking and looked very nervous.” 

By the time Marissa had finished telling me what she heard, I was shaking. There are so many emotions that I am feeling betrayed, sad, confused, and most importantly furious. Why would Steve do this to me? Why would Adam allow him to do this to me in a professional environment? 

“Thank you for letting me know Marissa”, I looked at her in the eyes, “I appreciate you still believing in me. Now, I must get back to my jog if I want to make it to Adam’s on time tonight”, I laughed. 

Stepping out of my apartment I looked at my bag, making sure everything was there. A camera, yes; my glasses, yes; and pepper spray just in case, yes. Making my way to my black Civic, the anxiety increases. I hope Steve isn’t here. I hope Marissa was wrong. 

I placed my items in the passenger seat before plopping down in the driver seat. I turned on the radio and “The Sweet Escape” by Gwen Stefani blasted through my sound system. I let the words guide my way as I navigated to my bosses’ house.

 I knew where Adam’s house was from the times me and my mom visited his dad. He bought the property next door and built a house just like his parents. John would talk about it all the time. 

As I arrived at Adam’s house, it had such resemblance to his family’s home – except his porch and freeze board were black and his family’s was bright yellow. He had the same white cladding, the replicated wave designed staircase out-front, and the perfect number of rocks and seashells covering the lawn. 

I parked across the street from his house, almost directly but 2-3 cars further on the street. I sat and waited. Waited to see what I dreaded most; my best friend paying off my boss. 

I sat in the car thinking about all the possible outcomes. Steve could no-show, I could’ve missed it, Steve does show up and I see his pay off Adam. I prepared myself for everything I needed to. 

After almost 45 minutes of sitting outside of the house, a white Jeep pulled up and parked 6 spots behind me. I ducked under the dashboard in hopes of going unnoticed, after waiting for a couple seconds I gradually revealed my face. Peeking with my eyes I see the back of a muscular body swiftly walking towards the big wooden painted door. 

I knew exactly who was walking into that house. I wanted to get out and shout at him, ask him why he’s here. I needed to know; I needed to hear it from Steve himself. 

Despite my sensitive stomach I forced myself to stay camped out long enough to get video evidence of the money exchange. From what I looked like Steve was paying Adam hundreds of dollars to keep quiet, to keep me from getting my job back. 

I drove directly to Steve’s house afterwards’ he lives with his girlfriend, Eliza, only 10 blocks away. I knocked on the door and was greeted by Steve’s lovely girlfriend who has always been so welcoming and happy to see me but… today something was off. Eliza almost looked shocked when I arrived at their steps, but she still welcomed me asking if I wanted any tea. 

“No, I’m fine thank you”, I took a breath, “I’m just here to see Steve.”

“Oh…”, she hesitated, “Steve just went to run some errands he should be right back.”

I nodded my head, although I knew the truth about Steve’s true location. I wanted to wait for him and ask him politely why he was there. I certainly wouldn’t freak out on him, as I’m in HIS house. 

I heard the door creak open, and Steve rounded the corner into the dining room where me and Eliza were talking. 

His eyes went wide when he saw me, “Izzy, what are you doing here?” he said with a big fake grin on his face. 

Without speaking I pulled my video camera out of my blue purse and opened the file of Steve’s video. I turned the camera to him so he would see my evidence. I watched his face as he realized what I was playing. His smile turned into an ‘O’ shape and lines arose on his forehead. 

“Izzy, I can explain”, he quickly expressed, “I was meeting with Adam over a business investment.” 

“I call bull, Marissa told me about your little conversation with Adam and how you both got all secretive when she came in.”

He stared at me, with a blank expression. A guilty blank expression, the kind with no thoughts behind it.

“Okay, Steve. Nice talk”, I paused expecting an answer but getting none. Is he serious? He’s not going to give me any explanation? Was this all just a set up?

……………..

The following morning, I went to the LYZ News Station with my camera. I wore a pair of velvet black pants and a gray sweater, to show that I am professional even if others are not. Walking through the glass doors, I went right to Marissa, embracing her tighter than ever before. 

I continued to walk up the metal stairs, all the way until I reached the 6th floor. Walking out of the stairwell, I felt the familiar eyes latch onto my every move. I did not pay them any attention but rather strode more confidently to Adam’s office. 

As I reached the glass door, I gazed up, seeing Adam already looking at me. Taking one last deep breath before opening the doors, I prepared myself. This is it. That is what you worked your whole life for. YOU got this.


Julia Labb is a Philadelphia resident and a senior at Franklin Towne High School. She enjoys binge watching television, reading, and going on walks. Julia plans to become a court reporter in Philadelphia after graduating in June.

 

Dave’s Diner (full version)

Dave’s Diner

Dave’s Diner, is a shabby place just on the outskirts of Brock Valley. It sits directly behind an old Sunoco gas station. Sometimes the lights from the gas station illuminate and reflect themselves off the rusty windows of the old diner. 

Dave’s gets many customers, a lot of regulars, and some just passing through town looking for a quick bite. Regulars are aware of the highly regarded Sargino family that has been passing this diner down through generations. The generational hand-off got rocky when it came to the current owner, Dave. His father Jeffery fled the town after Dave’s senior year of high school. Nothing to be heard of him since. The diner found itself in the hands of the eldest son, Dave Sargino. 

Dave kept the diner the same, with booth seats as red as roses and dirty car parts that litter the walls inside. 

The Sargino boys find this diner as a place of magic: EVERY Sargino man has found their lovely wife through this diner. The stories vary…whether she was stopping for food, or she was working the tables, either way their marriages formed here. The history behind Dave’s continues long before the very first Sargino wedding, as Dave’s Diner was the very first diner to open in the town of Brocks Valley. 

 

Now, decades later, the diner finds itself empty and abandoned. Dave Sargino has been struggling to keep the place open for the past month, and if he cannot come up with $2,000 by the end of April, the diner must close. Business has never been a problem at Dave’s, as the doors were always open, people flooding in, filling every booth and barstool in sight. These days, however, Dave picks up extra shifts at his construction site job just to keep the lights on. The place, once crowding like a rock concert consistently, now stands with dimmed lights and dusty booth seats. 

 

The leaves shook from the trees and the wind whistled in the distance, as Jeffery Sargino walked up to the old diner. He remembered this place; he met Maria there. Jeffery had worked at the front cash register when Maria waltzed in with her friends. It had to be about 1965, the diner was all the rage, and it was a crowded Friday night. Many teens filled the room, but he stared in a trance at her. The way Maria smiled and batted her eyelashes while she laughed at jokes her friends made, everything about her was perfect to Jeffery. Much simpler times back then, but when Jeffery skipped town weeks ago, time soon came to a halt. Maria died while he was gone…and nothing was the same. 

Jeffery climbed the steps and placed his withered hands on the handle of the silver metal door as he prodded it open. He was greeted as he stepped inside and hurried to the farthest booth in the corner. He saw the dust caked onto the table and the dirt that lined the floors; this was nothing like before. 

Jeffery reminded himself he was not here to judge this diner but to talk to his son, Dave. Jeffery left Dave once he graduated high school. Jeffery dealt with a lot while Dave grew up but never wanted to leave the boy too soon. Yes, it was wrong, but Jeffery knew he could not be the father Dave needed.

Jeffery waited with his legs crossed over one another, his brown loafers poking out of the khaki pants he wore. He glanced at the gold watch on his wrist. Just as he looked up, he saw Dave, his little boy all grown up. Jeffery wanted to run and embrace his son, but what Jeffery did not realize was Dave had no clue who he was.

 

Dave, with a slumped shoulder, dragged himself to the far corner of the diner to serve this unrecognizable man. As he grew closer, Dave realized the gold pin this old man wore: a football pinned into the right side of his striped shirt pocket. If nothing about Jeffery looked familiar, the pin sure did. Dave halted dead in his tracks, it was as if he had seen a ghost.

 “Dad?” he questioned aloud. 

Jeffery’s head shot up, he smiled, a genuine smile for the first time in years, “Yes, Davey it’s me, how are you buddy?”

Jeffery expected Dave to take him back with open arms, he took care of him. Dave could not believe the nerve of his old man! He waltzed into this diner, sat down in a booth, and used that nickname, what gave him the right? 

“You shouldn’t be here, dad!” Dave warned, as he inched closer to the frail old man that sat in this cold, leather seat. 

Jeffery stumbled over his words, there were no right things to say other than his mother had died, and he had to be the one to deliver the news.

“H-how about you?  Take a seat with me, Davey.” Jeffery pleaded; he needed his son to listen to him, even if Dave hated his guts.

Dave grew angrier by the second, he did not need this right now. The diner will be closed permanently this Saturday and he could not get the money. Dave needed a break not a chit-chat with his deadbeat father.

“No, I don’t think I will, Jeffery.” Dave’s words felt like a slap straight to the face, that is the least Jeffery deserved. Dave wanted to scream and tell him everything he had done wrong, but there was little time in the world. 

Jeffery shifted uncomfortably in his seat, he uncrossed his legs and placed his hands gently on the table, “It’s your mother, kid, she’s-”

Dave sprung up at the sound of his mother, “She’s what?” He finally sat across from Jeffery, with his head hung low.

“Well, she won’t be coming home Dave.” As soon as the words left his mouth, Jeffery wished they were not true, like this was some sick joke he had to play on Dave.

 

“What do you mean, she’s not coming home Dad?” Dave was too old and too tired to play these games with his father and just wanted him to spit it out already so he could get back to work. Jeffery feared for how Dave would react, he would not take it well. Dave was a loose cannon; he could erupt at any moment with seething rage, and this might just push him into an explosion.

 

“She’s dead Dave, she’s gone.” Jeffery shuddered as he said it, it was like he sealed the deal. He never accepted that Maria was gone, but now that the words came out of his mouth it was final. She would never be back, she sat in a casket six feet under, nothing to be seen of her.

The Sargino boys sat quietly for a while, nothing to be heard between them except the sound of cars outside, barreling down the street.

 

“When did you find out?” Dave questioned  his old man  sitting across from him.Jeffery hesitated for a moment, should he tell the truth or lie like he had done so many times before to his son.

Jeffery made a choice, the right choice in his eyes, “Last month”, Jeffery sat tight lipped awaiting Dave’s response.

Dave had a right to be mad, Jeffery spent all this time lying. It was time to grow up and step in to be the father Dave needed and lying would just prove he was not ready to be that man.

“Was there a funeral?” Dave could not be angry at Jeffery; he saw the hurt in his eyes and felt like he was looking at his own reflection. 

 

Every inch of their faces covered in grief and stress, the wrinkles that hung from their eyes and mouths, they were spitting images of each other.

“No, that’s not what Maria would’ve wanted,” Jeffery paused, “All those people seeing her like that, she was sick Dave, real fragile and sickly-looking.” 

“Thank you.” Dave hesitated while he said those words, but his father deserved to hear them.

“It’s the least I could’ve done for her, Bud, just one last thing to try and make things right, I really did love her, and you.” Jeffery explained to Dave.

 

He was hoping to get his point across that he would always love Dave even if his previous actions didn’t show it.

Dave wasn’t angry or sad, he felt at peace, like these were the words he always needed to hear from his father, it felt like weight was lifted off his shoulders.

 

Dave stood up and grabbed the little notebook and a pen from the front of his apron, “Well, what can I get started for you, Dad?”

As the sun began to fade slowly into the night sky, Dave and Jeffery sat at that rose red booth, laughing, and talking.

It was like no time had passed at all, as if Jeffrey never left and Maria never died. All the worries Dave had begun to drift away like the wind that whistled outside.


Jenna Holton is an 11th grade student-athlete at Franklin Towne Charter High School. She enjoys playing field hockey and lacrosse, which she has been competing in for three years, winning spring athlete of the year for lacrosse. Jenna lives with her parents, older brother, and her two dogs in Philadelphia, PA. She is in her school’s mentor program that allows upperclassmen to help new freshmen ease their way into a high school experience. She likes to read and watch movies, as well as write.

 

Letter From the Editor

LETTER FROM THE EDITOR

The mission of Philadelphia Stories, as it has always been, is to “cultivate a community of writers, artists, and readers,” that represent the Greater Philadelphia Area, a goal that is achieved through the publications, development, and promotion of writers.  Our team this year, composed of myself, Angel Stewart, Nakeya Holmes, Ginny Simon, Evan Wang, and Miracle Swinson, desired two things as we worked to make that goal a continued reality.  We wanted to not only deliver another great issue, but to put the unique talents of all the authors and artistic creators on full display, in both the physical copy of the magazine and the Philadelphia Stories website, with the latter having special exclusives that can only be accessed online.       

Exclusive to the website this year are:

– A poetry spotlight on the spectacular Jazmyne Moseley

– Views and photos of the surreal solar eclipse of 2024, from a Philadelphia perspective, created by the amazing Kayden McClain

– Additional art by the talented Fiona Gallagher

– The full versions of excerpts featured in the magazine: 

     –Dave’s Diner by Jenna Holton

     –The Money Mix Up by Julia Labb 

     He is My Slither of Sunshine by Saileana Perterkin, Jaimie Schaffer & Kylie Weiss 

Also, it must be mentioned that a few of the writers featured this year are doing some phenomenal things in the literary world!  If you get the chance, please check out You Never Knew Me by Mia Haas and The Ocean and Her Shadows by Violet Binczewski, both books of poetry published this year, as well as Zha Literary Arts, an upcoming publication by Samrithaa “H.V.” Vadivelan.          

Just like the City of Brotherly Love, this issue brings with it a magnificent combination of minds and various styles, all representative of the fascinating talents of the youth.  I would like to thank all of those who submitted their narratives, poetry, and visual creations this year.  It is always enjoyable to experience their work and help get their names out there to an ever growing writing community.  Much thanks must also go to Mighty Writers West, where our editorial meetings were hosted to bring this issue to fruition.  

The Philadelphia Stories Jr. Spring 2024 has finally arrived!  We hope you enjoy! 

Malik Askia-Howell, Lead Editor

Philadelphia Stories Junior

 

REVIEW: Scrape the Velvet from Your Antlers by Kelly McQuain

 

To read Courtney Bambrick’s review of “Scrape the Velvet from Your Antlers by Kelly McQuain, click HERE.


Author:

Artist/writer Kelly McQuain is the author of VELVET RODEO, which won the 2013 Bloom Chapbook Prize, judged by poet C. Dale Young. The collection includes poems published in several national journals, including “Scrape the Velvet from Your Antlers”, which was nominated for a Pushcart Prize by the journal Kestrel. McQuain is a writer, artist and college professor now living in Philadelphia. He grew up in West Virginia surrounded by Monongahela National Forest, and his family back home still lives where they did when Kelly was born, on a dirt road bearing the family name.

 

Reviewer:

Courtney Bambrick is poetry editor at Philadelphia Stories. Her poems are in or forthcoming in Inkwell, Invisible City, New York Quarterly, Beyond Words, The Fanzine, Philadelphia Poets, Apiary, Schuylkill Valley Journal, Mad Poets Review, Certain Circuits. She teaches writing at Thomas Jefferson University’s East Falls campus in Philadelphia.

 

REVIEW: An Oral History of One Day in Guyana by Shannon Frost Greenstein

 

Review by Amy Wilson

In “An Oral History of One Day in Guyana,” Shannon Frost Greenstein begins her story in 2018 with Aisha Allen, sitting down with a reporter after 50 years of silence on the subject that changed her life, Jonestown. Aisha is nervous but determined to share her family’s story, recounting how she and twin sister, Imani, became involved with the People’s Temple in Spring of 1965.

Incorporating an astonishing number of poetic forms and structures, Greenstein tracks the sisters’ involvement from 1965 to 2018. She also includes a final obituary from the future in 2053. In the space of less than 30 pages, Greenstein spanned decades of storytelling by creating artifacts including police transcripts, diary entries, letters, physician’s charts, reporter’s transcripts/archives, and traditional third-person narration. Each segment includes a date, source, and the reporter or other professional’s name(s) to inform the reader of the perspective shift. The many formats helpfully remind the reader that the massacre impacted the lives of hundreds of people across the globe. This global tragedy connected reporters of small presses to major newspapers, politicians, social justice activists, detectives, and importantly, family members like Aisha and real-life reporters such as Reiterman, referenced by Greenstein.

Throughout the book, the reader comes to understand the complicated relationship between Aisha and Imani. We recognize their bond to one another and the deep pain caused from their separation. We can sympathize with both sisters’ worries – Imani’s fear of stagnation by staying in Indiana and Aisha’s worry of exploitation and instability from leaving. We can also see that Imani wasn’t a thoughtless follower (as cult members are often described), but a passionate crusader for the integration and equality that Jones spoke about. Tragically, Imani’s restless search for justice delivers her into an exploitative cult while Aisha’s decision to stay behind means a lonely and painful safety. Again, Greenstein has widened the lens on the tragedy to show the losses beyond the massacre in Guyana.Beyond choosing new subjects (aside from Jones), Greenstein subverts the story’s usual culmination. Instead of the action evaporating after the massacre of 1978, the reader follows as Aisha Allen narrates on the legacy and outcomes of the events decades afterwards. Despite its short length, readers of “An Oral History of One Day in Guyana” will consider questions of survival, instinct, family, grief and more stretched across decades, continents, and backgrounds.


Author:

Shannon Frost Greenstein is the author of “The Wendigo of Wall Street,” a forthcoming novella with Emerge Literary Journal, “An Oral History of One Day in Guyana,” a fiction chapbook with B*llshit Lit, “These Are a Few of My Least Favorite Things,” a full-length collection of poetry from Really Serious Literature, and “Pray for Us Sinners,” a short story collection by Alien Buddha Press.She has been a multi-time Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net nominee, a SAFTA writer-in-residence, and a NASA social media intern. Shannon resides in Philadelphia with her children and soulmate, where she works as a writer and freelancer. She writes literary fiction, CNF, satire, poetry, and anything else which needs to be said. #RiseUp

Reviewer:

Amy Wilson is a graduate of Carleton College who has found a home in Philadelphia. She loves the Free Library of Philadelphia and finds joy in managing Hilltop Books, a project of the Friends of the Chestnut Hill Library. 

 

REVIEW: At the Seams by Pamela Gwyn Kripke

 

Review by Constance Garcia-Barrio

In the novel, At The Seams by Pamela Gwyn Kripka, a feisty eight-year-old Katie learns from her mother that years ago, her grandmother had a baby that died under mysterious circumstances. Despite Katie’s questions, her mother refuses to say more about the event. However, “images of dead babies” haunts Katie for a time. She senses that the infant’s demise continues to affect her family. Readers follows Katie from girlhood into her forties as she chips away at her family’s silence about the baby’s death.

Katie also grows up with the family’s cherished tradition of designing and making clothes, which gives the book its name. As Kripke shows how designing and sewing clothes unites the family, she shares secrets of dressmaking: “The dart is the lifeblood of dressmaking.” The lush descriptions of color bathe readers in rainbows.

At The Seams hinges on a traumatic event. The story regales readers with striking images, such as an arm that whips down “like a knife,” or dresses that “…appeared on the screen, like playing cards flipped from a deck.” The novel has comedic episodes, history, sparkling dialogue, and a crisp pace throughout. Kripke offers a clear-eyed, compassionate look at the strengths and struggles of a family and the cost of unacknowledged grief.


Author:

Pamela Gwyn Kripke is an award-winning writer whose feature stories and essays have run in newspapers, magazines and online news publications including The New York Times (Sunday Review, National, Real Estate), The New York Post, The Chicago Tribune, The Chicago Sun-Times, The Dallas Morning News, Elle, Seventeen, New York Magazine, Newsweek, D Magazine, D Home, D CEO, Metropolis, American Homestyle, Martha Stewart Living, This Old House, Southern Accents, Crain’s New York Business, American Way, Southwest Magazine, Modern Luxury, Redbook, Child, Family Circle and American Baby.Pamela’s debut novel, At the Seams, was published by the traditional small press, Open Books, in May 2023. It won the Arch Street Press First Chapter Award and was excerpted in several literary magazines. Her story collection, And Then You Apply Ice, is due out from Open Books in Spring 2024.

Reviewer:

A native Philadelphian, Constance Garcia-Barrio has published articles about the city’s Black history. She also writes a monthly column for Grid magazine, and occasional opinion pieces for The Philadelphia Inquirer. She won a magazine journalism award from the National Association of Black Journalists for a feature on African Americans in circus history.

 

REVIEW: The Elephant’s Mouth by Luke Stromberg

Reviewed by Donna Di Giacomo

“The Elephant’s Mouth” is Luke Stromberg’s much anticipated debut poetry collection, defies conventional poetry. It reads more as biography and memoir–a conversation the author is having with his readers regarding his upbringing. Themes in this poetry collection consist of violation (“The Mugging”) the price of fame, (“Masked & Anonymous”) and the outright mundane (“Personal Grooming”).

In the poem, “The Mugging” is a prime example of how Stromberg uses elements of fiction and journalism in his poetry. He uses minimal space to convey the depth of violation and emotion so the reader can experience being robbed at gunpoint. He makes us think about how it’s not just the act itself which violates a person:

As much as the gun, the robbery, the lifting/Out my wallet, himself, from my back pocket,/His hand’s invasion, was what was violating./ After, the thought of that’s what made me vomit.”

Stromberg’s writing style can draw in people who are not poetry fans with ease, making them think they’re not reading poetry at all. by making us understand that moment in time is intended to linger with the narrator long after the act is done:

Stromberg means exactly what you’re seeing in black and white. He imparts the aftereffects of being robbed “My private world lost its private affect/Now, even sitting in my kitchen alone/I fear I cannot live my life apart … I’ve felt the condensation of his breath/Against my ear in the newly pregnant dark.” As a reader, you want to know how the narrator is getting on in life today.

 

Luke was born and raised in Upper Darby. The Friends Southwestern Burial Ground was his literal playground as a child, and he pays tribute to the place in his appropriately named poem:

The place is loaded up with dead, but still/The low white tombstones hunkered in the grass/Are baby teeth that bear us no ill will…/Outside its gates, this life’s so thick with grief/That we can hardly wait for that relief.

The title poem discusses how his father’s venture putting his head into an elephant’s mouth as a child in Upper Darby after taking up circus performing on a dare. He brings readers back in time to a visiting circus that stopped coming to town long ago, to Upper Darby that has long since changed.

Following the tradition of songs such as Bob Segar’s “Turn the Page” and Bon Jovi’s “Wanted Dead or Alive,” Stromberg explores the theme of the price of fame, in the poem, “Masked & Anonymous”:

Passing a diner and looking through the window/he’ll see the people at the tables … and know that, if he entered, took down his hood/that they might suddenly forget how to act/and when someone approaches, nervously, to ask/’Excuse me, are you – him?’ he has to wonder, ‘Am I?

In the poem, “Night Hours” Stromberg challenges the reader to approach something so cliché from a fresh perspective.

          I think of the individual lives/closed up in houses on narrow streets the morgue’s inventory of cold bodies with purple gun-shot wounds and men in high offices make decisions about the weather.

Finally, on the theme of routine life tasks, Stromberg takes us on a journey of shaving in “Personal Grooming”:

Three times a week, in a mask of foam, with a Bic/disposable razor in my hand, I search/for my face, scraping the stubble from my cheek./The man I see, when I splash myself with water/and wipe the steam off of the mirror, could be me/He stares back at me with a long and searching look.

In his unique way, Stromberg makes a mundane task full of introspection.

“The Elephant’s Mouth” allows readers an opportunity to glance into Luke Stromberg’s life and memories. From his family’s roots in Upper Darby, to documenting his father’s memory of sticking his head into that elephant’s mouth before he lost the ability to recall it, to exploring random themes of everyday life, Stromberg’s writing is clear and concise.


Author:

Luke Stromberg’s poetry has appeared in Smartish Pace, The Hopkins Review, The New Criterion, The Philadelphia Inquirer, Golidad Review, Think Journal, The Raintown Review, ONE ART, Cassandra Voices, and several other venues. He also serves as the Associate Poetry Editor of E-Verse Radio. Luke works as an adjunct professor at Eastern University and lives in Upper Darby, Pennsylvania.

Reviewer:

Donna Di Giacomo is a third-generation Philadelphian. She has been reading Philadelphia Stories since its inception and is elated to finally be reviewing for them. She holds an A. A. and Creative Writing Certificate from Community College of Philadelphia, and a B. A. in Journalism from Temple University (’22). She is the author of Italians of Philadelphia (Arcadia Publishing, 2007). She lives in Philadelphia with her two angels/cats, and enjoys doing genealogy in her spare time.

 

REVIEW: Phedippides Didn’t Die by Autumn Konopka

Review By Nicole Conti

 Pheidippides Didn’t Die is a captivating romance novel that Autumn Konopka sagaciously weaves topics of  grief, mental illness, and trauma into a heartwarming love story. With the makings of a romantic comedy, the reader will inevitably blush, laugh, and shed a tear (or many) at the gripping poetic portrayal on deep themes Konopka bravely and unapologetically delves into.

The novel opens from the perspective of Libby is running en route to the Benjamin Franklin Bridge, and she has a very blunt candor about her intentions. With ten-pound ankle weights strapped to her ankles, the reader is led to believe that she is on a casual run to the bridge, until Libby eventually reveals her secret mission is to commit suicide. She is interrupted by the novel’s second protagonist, Mac, who pulls her into conversation with his blubbering, awkward charm. He is handsome, goofy, boyish, and utterly at her disposal. The reader is instantly drawn to the contrasting characters, along with the jarringly atypical way they meet. He indirectly talks her off the bridge, and they go to a coffee shop. The narration then shifts from her perspective to his, as it does this throughout the novel, resulting in reliable and trustworthy narrators as the reader gets to enjoy both of their inner monologues.

Libby has a history riddled with sexual trauma, grief, and heartbreak. She has only been truly loved by her best friend, Helen, who influences her to reconnect with her brother. Her brother wants nothing to do with Libby, so she must learn to grieve someone who is still living. Despite all of this, she never once victimizes herself through her poignantly tragic history. It is sheerly evident through every word, even when struggling or descending, that she is stronger than most. This character is framed in wondrously lyrical and keenly self-aware diction, making her likable and real to the reader in every mental breakdown or stride.

Mac also grieves for his brother, who has been dead for years. He deals with anxiety and the daunting responsibility of being strong for his family in his secret emotional suffering. To make his family and his brother proud, he asks Libby to help train him for the marathon his brother participated in every year. This interlocks their fates in a symbolic process of running and training whereas they are mending together in their shared grievances. Despite her valiant emotional guard and his several mistakes, you will root for them the entire way, flipping through all the chapters to see their end result.

Libby and Mac are a paragon of how two people do not enter a relationship perfectly unscathed. Their flaws prove that healing and the art of loving is not linear, deeming it a realistic portrayal that merely informs, not romanticizes. Both Mac and Libby realize together that even though they are dealing with differing forms of grief, that it is all the same in the end, and all grief is to be alleviated the same way: unconditional love, understanding, and reassurance. This story is a hopeful allegory for the people who have the same struggles Mac and Libby do. A much-needed modern take on love that does not shy away from the brutalities of mental illness, grief, and sexual trauma. It proves that characters can be traumatized, but also be funny, sexy, and charming. Konopka sheds candid glaring light on the obscure bravery of navigating romance with mental/emotional hardships, and that there is more nuance to trauma than being healed or not healed, being okay or not okay. So yes, you will undoubtedly race through this novel, but it will sit with you long after the finish line.


Author:

Autumn Konopka is a writer, runner, trauma-informed teacher, and coffee lover. She teaches, parents, and tries to make the world a better place in and around Philadelphia. Her poems have appeared in Coal Hill Review, Main Street Rag, Apiary, Literary Mama, and Crab Orchard Review, among others. Her chapbook, a chain of paper dolls, was published by the Head & the Hand Press (2014, Philadelphia). She blogs regularly for the Mad Poets Society. In 2016, she was poet laureate of Montgomery County, Pa., selected by Pulitzer-prize winning poet Carl Dennis. Autumn has a BA in English from the University of Pittsburgh and an MFA in poetry from Antioch University. Currently, Autumn teaches writing courses in and around Philadelphia.

 

Reviewer:

Nicole Conti is currently a student at Monmouth University in New Jersey studying English with a Concentration in Creative Writing. She is an aspiring author pursuing a career in publishing commercial fiction. Her writing is often inspired by women’s rights and her feminist poem, “july twenty-first” won her school’s Toni Morrison Day creative writing prize.

 

REVIEW: Sink by Joseph Earl Thomas

Review by Ashley Swallow

Navigating life in Philadelphia never came easy for Joey, the protagonist of Sink by Joseph Earl Thomas. Being a person of color, living in poverty, and being Keisha’s son came with endless expectations and rules rooted in violence, threats, and a never-ending tough persona. Since Keisha’s addictions came first to Joey, he became all too used to fending for himself and growing up without his mom around. As a result, the young child was often under the care of his Popop and Ganny.

Becoming the cornerstones of the imaginative, fantastical mindset that would carry and protect Joey, Pets, Pets, Pets located on Frankford Ave, Spike his garden snake, Joey’s complex relationship with Tia, and gaming were some of the small escapes that the young boy found reprieve in.  Throughout Thomas’ memoir, he touches on a desire to be cared for and led, and as the book and narrator move forward, readers learn and watch Thomas’ difficult journey to become the thing he needed.

At odds with the culture he was born into, much of Thomas’ memoir reads as stories of survival. Hope, heartbreak, and home are some of the core themes that bounded Joey’s story of retaliating redemption. His Popop waited for him to defend his little sister with violence and slurs, keeping watch in class for roaches running out of his backpack, cutting even more grass to buy back his Sega that Joey’s Ganny sold to the pawn shop: Optimism was a trait that Joey seemingly despised. Rising above to meet himself, Sink shared Joey’s persevering perspective through it all.

One excerpt of the book illustrated both Joey’s perspective and the issues that persistently plagued him. Thomas wrote, “How do you add and subtract? And for what? What is deodorant? And toothpaste? Why the stupid teachers think I have time to read the stupid books? Why does everybody wanna know about my winkey or doin it or not and with who and how and when and at what time of the day? And why do they care about God and don’t care about no people? And where is God?” Despite this all, Joey was constantly told he was spoiled.

Thomas’ choice to narrate the majority of the memoir from the eyes, ears, and mouth of Joey is a testimony to the author’s ability to deliver the stories of his childhood both unscathed and untouched. The third person narration adds to the book’s authenticity and relevance. It is as if Joey has returned from the past to tell his truth. In the best way possible, the authentic prose and perspective comes across free of consideration, reflection, logic, and time. Sink is a narrative of, in Thomas’ words, when, “Possibility exceeds reality.”


Author:

Joseph Earl Thomas is a writer from Frankford whose work has appeared or is forthcoming in VQR, N+1, Gulf Coast, The Offing, and The Kenyon Review. He has an MFA in prose from The University of Notre Dame and is a doctoral candidate in English at the University of Pennsylvania. An excerpt of his memoir, Sink, won the 2020 Chautauqua Janus Prize and he has received fellowships from Fulbright, VONA, Tin House, Kimbilio, & Breadloaf, though he is now the Anisfield-Wolf Fellow at the CSU Poetry Center. He’s writing the novel God Bless You, Otis Spunkmeyer, and a collection of stories: Leviathan Beach, among other oddities. He is also an associate faculty member at The Brooklyn Institute for Social Research, as well as Director of Programs at Blue Stoop, a literary hub for Philly writers.

Reviewer:

Ashley Swallow is a freelance writer from Philadelphia. In addition to being a contributing writer for Showbiz Cheat Sheet, Accept This Rose, and Sportscasting, she is a local standup comedian. Ashley earned her bachelor’s degree in secondary education English and communications from Pennsylvania State University.