All journeys start by leaving, that’s what Tony must have said
to Sam, packing the van, closing the door, the way epics begin.
Don’t look back. In stations of the cross, you move on.
It’s time to go, he smiles, pulls the key from his ripped jeans,
muscle line in his arms, like a sea wall
meeting sand on a Brooklyn beach
too polluted to swim. There’s an open road and a road that’s hidden,
brand new life around the bend. A theme song’s being sung, just for them.
He’s not sure who sings it, but he knows a thing or two: boxing, cooking,
secret blend of wind and lip to make a whistle. He’ll teach Samantha
to dance-steps only the old folks know. She’ll need to learn
how to speak Connecticut, make friends, shake off headaches
after crying. He’ll vacuum curtains upright, iron a sandwich for uptight
Angeler. Strange how it makes him feel like a man. Isn’t every departure
a return to who we want to be? He’d never admit
he is scared, he might not even know what to call it.
All that matters: they’re together, going somewhere in their beat-up van,
hands taking flight out the windows, future as go as the green light ahead.
Margot Douaihy has taught at Marywood University in Scranton, PA, and received her Masters from the University of London,Goldsmiths. Her chapbook "I Would Ruby If I Could" is forthcoming from Factory Hollow Press.