wants all your breath. Smoke so dense the outside’s disappeared, smeared, occluded
thick unbreathable stagnant distances what we will stop at. Or be stopped by what w
ill eat our hands/arms should we try to part the caramel-thick smoke. Leaning against
these breathing cedar redwood tobaccoleaf umber sepia all smudged terracotta water-
leaching clay-smeared lalala-ing brown study (it must be a Brown Study) where the b
lack lines of thoughtstudy approach the fog/fug stop, go back, comeback, run alongsid
e the fog/fug & off away into the whitewhere beyond the painting (other wall entirely)
& return, stop-going, going down exactly where the fog/fug would end if it had come s
o far and, shaking itself off, the black thinking line (it wants to go somewhere with yo
u) until it makes a dot/smudge & stops. No neednowhere further to go. Enough of thin
king. Cinnamon breathes into/through the paint & goes wherever it might need to go b
eyond/around/behind the fog away from eyes (your eyes, the wall’s one eye, Time’s e
ye). It finds your hands and gives them back. They trace the brown-thought line (what
it wants), one finger at a time, over the whole trail. Come away. You’re your own now.