Why Love Doesn't Conquer All
By Bonnie McMeans
Love is aimless, wants direction, wants to feel important.
So
he walks into a recruiting station, looks at pamphlets
that read: “Be All You Can Be” and “Army
of One.”
Love does pushups in boot camp and shoots Arabs
pretending
to be terrorists. He writes a cheerleader he kissed
after a football
game. (They were both drunk at the time.)
Love is deployed and told to check his gear. He checks
his helmet,
his goggles, his ammo, his mess kit and his MREs. He
checks
his grenades. He checks the letter from the cheerleader.
Love calls the cheerleader. He has three minutes. “I
liked
your poem,” he tells her. She says, “It
was about our first kiss.”
Love’s pal says, “Get the fuck off now!” Love
gets off.
Love mans a checkpoint, sees a white sedan approaching,
fires
warning shots. Love’s pal shoots out
the windshield. The car swerves
off the road and stops. Inside is
an old couple with bloody faces.
Love’s tank prowls Tikrit for insurgents
behind buildings and on
rooftops. Love’s pal tells him roaches
will survive a nuclear holocaust.
Love fires and watches the roaches
scatter. Some fall.
Love’s pal takes one in the abdomen. Love yells, “Medic!” and
opens
up his first aid kit. He unrolls military-issue number 4572
gauze
and stuffs the hole. Blood pumps out over Love’s hands.
Love neatly stacks the children in three rows. He
stands guard
while he waits for body bags. On the ground are wailing
women
and slivers of candy wrappers. And dead soldiers.
Love’s tour ends. He returns home, takes
down all the yellow ribbons.
The cheerleader stops by, and they
get high. He shows her all
the poems he saved. They buy an engagement
ring at Wal-Mart.
Love is going to be a father. He picks up a six-pack
on his way home
to celebrate. Love’s parents kick his
unemployed ass out of the house.
He moves in with the cheerleader.
They put the ultrasound on the fridge.
Love tells the cheerleader she is crowding him. He
needs space,
not pressure. She pours whiskey down the drain. Love
breaks the bottle
on the counter and cuts her arm. She scratches Love,
screams.
Love hears sirens, so he busts through the back screen
door and runs
through the yard and down the alley to the corner
gas station. He sees a
recruitment poster on the dirty glass, then
pretends to look at motor oil.
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